April 24, 2006

• Hiatus would definitly be an “understatement”

  I’ve longed to jot my thoughts down for sometime now but between work,life & a newfound love I guess I’ve found myself “busy”.All is well is the realm of the blessed and highly favored so I can’t complain at all.2 more weeks of training & i’ll be officially trained to take on the duties of an Assistant manager at Finishline My Moms seems stressed more than usual nowadays so I try to comfort her as muchas possible but overall our relationship is definitly closer and more in-depth than its been years.I’ve noticed some people have become distant & a few even seperated…. at 1st it bothered me because I wanted to leave on a goodnote with every before basic training but now I’m jus like “it is what it is”.Lifes to short for me to worry about who likes me & who doesn’t cause this time nextyear lord knows where I’ll be & all I’ll have is my good & my music.Although I COMPLETLY realize this is a choice that I decided upon & wasn’t forced upon Im still tryna enjoy any essence of “time” that I have left cause I’ll have plenty of time to listen to others.I feel good because I’ve felt a constant “balance” in my life for the past month or so.On the otha-hand I’m hurtin kinda right now cause 2 of my closest friends are both goin thru seperations that and I personally can see the affect that its taken on them.For now I jus pray & trust that god will move in there favor when its all said in done.I got HW 2 finish up but just wanted 2 hit u up cause I havn’t spoken in awhile & I’ll definitly start writing more….Really 

  
  

  P.S. I defintly have a new hobby!(Bowling)

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