June 10, 2007
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I’ve come the reality or atleast the conclusion that in today’s society friendship and love are workds and relationships that are freely thrown aroun and upon people just because we’ve become complacent as people to the actual value and pure definition of the words. Why when you enjoy something with someone and become content or even happy with the situation love gets thrown in the equasion and before you know it your the “bad guy” because you don’t feel the same way. i feel its stupid…senseless cause it has become my belief that love is the last thing I expect nore want in a relationship at this point in my life cause real talk due to my career choices even if I wanted it not I would still end up love-less persay. I just challange the those lookin for happiness to live and simply continue to do the things that make you happy. I Shouldn’t have to label an emotion for someone just to prove their worth or my feelings and neither should it be the other way aroun.One thing I can say I’ve learned in germany is there is ALOT more to life than just getting by,sustaining or settling. When I return to the US permanently I’ll definitly have a better outlook and more outgoin approach to life and all the things aroun me.I’m glad I’m her cause i’m learning…growing even. Thanks to people like Yazzy,Linda, Glenn and my homies at the office I’ve been able to come out of my shell and be happy with where I am and not only that but make the best of it. 8 more days in the field smh. Till the next time….
