October 28, 2007
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How things change/ funny
Its funny how I used to write for love…Now with a Love for writing I understand where I went wrong at times….When you tell people something they take but its mostly forgotten.But a letter,note,poem….for some these things are held onto for a lifetime. So when it comes to whispering sweet nothings using your pen as your mouth and paper as a listening ear it sticks. Never again while I fortell unspoken promises unless i’m sure I can fulfill them….It hurts.
Its funny how my life was my music,and if anything came down to it I felt I would die for it. Now that i realize Music is Life I couldn’t dare go out without blazing….besides if I died who would be this live!?
Its Funny how growing up I SWORE money bought happiness.Now realizing its nothing more than a down payment thats unnecessary…atleast to my standards. I’m glad I’ve been put in the position where I can honestly say I enjoy the pure things of this world like sunshine, true friends, close family and laughter.
It could always be worse so i smile inspite of…even now. I Pray and I feel God. I Sleep and Feel Love. I Write and Feel Free. Even Alone I’m surrounded
. These are the things that keep me grounded.I