October 2, 2008
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tem·po·rar·y
[tem-puh-rer-ee] Pronunciation Key – Show IPA Pronunciation adjective, noun, plural -rar·ies. –adjective
–noun1. lasting, existing, serving, or effective for a time only; not permanent: a temporary need; a temporary job. 2. an office worker hired, usually through an agency on a per diem basis, for a short period of time. As much as I chase dreams I realize true lessons come from walking through and analyzing my nightmares. Like Dreams, Nightmares can occur asleep aswell as awake and manytimes come and a much diffrent form tan your average “flash in the middle of the night”. People, Situations, Past, Present and even the future holds traces of them. I find it odd enough that I ALWAYS learn from them so although i know unpleasant and unforgettable they will be as atleast growth or understanding will come in the end. I think the biggest leason I’ve learned in 20+ years and can finally begin to fathom is that people are temporary. They will come and go as they please and although the memories remain bitter sweet and linger longer than they ever should the fact is people are just that: people. Imperfect, Impatient and trying to get on with this thing called life just like myself. I don’t agree that ALL people are temporary and many people that are many times don’t mean to be as such but the truth is the truth.With 8 billion people around the world its sad to think but i’ve experienced 1st hand “No one is as close as you think, and one person you seldom think of just may be the closest”. I would agree that I’ve been a “temporate” person much of my youth and young adulthood because I never could get situated in my head what I want. Now things are smoothing out physically and mentally, people are showing whether they’re here to stay or leave and I’m trying to do my part and keep those close as close as possible without shunning the many new faces, family and associates that will come in the near future. ”Theres a Thin Line between Thin Lines….” A few more monthes and I’ll beable to re-adjust to regular living. 8 hour shifts, weekends off and the freedom to commit to the people and past times I enjoy most. Music, Masonry and Movement
Okinawa has about 6monthes of regular life left haha
…. Feels G.O.O.D. to be back