October 16, 2008
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Ironically one of America’s #1 advocates of change realizes most of my internal struggle with refusing not myself, but those around me to change. Why wouldn’t I? If I could still be with Heavyweight and The Blueprint and do what I do now I’d be good. Guess that’s not how it works …..on a lighter note life is Good. I think Regina is the first person I admitted to her AND myself of some of my weaknesses and not actually be weakened because of it. Truth…sometimes hurts but is beautiful none the less. My mom and her are getting close…I don’t get jealous persay but I definitly would hate for me and her to disagree and my mom be on her side lol, that would suck. Even if i’m wrong I should still be RIGHT in her eyes!!! Birth trumps friendship (Sorry Lovely) lol, but all in all things are good…great. I’m about to start working with SGT R so I can step my game up with a camera. I think I’m more interested in stills than anything else. I also have found some new aquaintences in the unit. A group of down to earth, outspoken, out the box people. “Breath of fresh air” would be a complete understatement. Good speaking with you but i’ma take time to waste time for once…
