March 13, 2009
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Often I get so lost in thought I just stop thinking and feel the moment of Nothingness….It makes sense ONLY if you can relate. I’m so spread thin with social circles and people in general its like I’m an outsider EVERYWHERE and it hurts when I think about it to much…My mom understands where I be coming from but she can’t relate cause I’m the “social butterfly” of the fam. Its cool though, i’m sure sooner later the transition will turn into something more permanent and controllable. I leave in 12 days and it bothers me cause I will be leaving alot of good people and fond memories. This weekend I’ma just play it safe and chill
Enjoy those who enjoy me and let the time do the talking and my mind do the walking…I’m scared to go home honestly. In some ways i’m glad its only 7 days but in other ways I know deep down its not enough time….30 days is DEFINITILY to much but I could go for a lil more…I’ma wait until I touchdown for the next tat but if I go with the dream I had lasnight it’s gonna be extreme and rememerable as ever . Bank accounts switched, Beef squashed and Truth set flat on the table….These are the things that only happen when saying Good Bye
