April 8, 2012
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Over My Dead Body
I think I Loved everybody in world last year except Self… Fuck it I was low though
Yet the impression of my depression is a wound that’s finally healed so going back is a no-no
This won’t be the last time I leave the States
I hope all the Friends that I leave in place, remain true to the bond that we share because try as I may the memories are hard to erase
I apply the things I’ve learned through all of life’s lessons
Realized being stagnant is worst than regression
Chase dreams with an optimism and intensity
Seen from a blind eye probably resembles an aimless aggression
Unless you were watching over me you wouldn’t understand
My experience comes from the journey, not just the plans
Found love everywhere in between the US and Japan
Loved, Lost and Learned. I’m just happy I can
Through a focus on Love I remain in bliss
I feel rain drops and swear I stole an Angel’s kiss
Been to the hottest night clubs around the globe
Yet nothing compares to the Light of a heart when it’s whole
Some have the audacity to call me “weird”
I’d rather live “out of tolerance” than ever again in fear
It’s so crazy whenever I look into the stars, all I can see is arrows
So I guess my destiny’s clear
If I die on the front lines, I hope family and friends remember to celebrate
We all play our position and I feel I wasn’t put here to “last”, only encourage and elevate
Be cognizant of those watching from afar
You never know who’s scoping you. We’re all considered Stars
I’m surrounded by Royalty no exceptions
So of course we wear Crowns and carry Sceptre’s… “& everything is alright”
