April 18, 2012
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Just when I need it most…
As any other being of Energy I have my highs and lows. The past few days have been lower than any the past 2 months. I’ve figured out a few of the reasons why…:
1. I miss home. This is unusual as it rarely happens but to ignore the fact currently would be insanity.
2. Censorship of the web. Thanks to RC South’s overnight software update any website outside of Facebook (including Xanga) for the most part is blocked or censored. How am I typing this weblog now? If I told you they would block it ^_^
3. Nicotine… My battle with smoking began in Dec 2010. Since them I’ve been on and off. It’s physically mentally and spiritually exhausting because I can’t seem to get my 3 “self’s” to concur on the issue. To make things worse I promised Trini I would quit 2 weeks ago.
4. Negative Energy. There’s a lot here and I guess it’s starting to get to me. I weather this storm.
Ironically a fellow dreamer felt my “low levels of motivation” and sent a message to ensure I stay on the path of Love and Light ^_^
Subject: Yo Muh Fuggah!
Whats really good brother! I was just sending you an email to let you know I miss you bro and I can not wait until you get your peacfully radical ass back here. Do not let those simple minded lost souls consume your “insane” (as they would call it) mentality. Stay strong and never feel alone brother….there are fellow dreamers, such as myself, who will always be fighting the good fight. You are not alone. To your safe return!
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On a Lighter note I got mail today! I received “Russell Grant’s Astrology” for my Nintendo DS and “Astrology – A Cosmic Science “written by Isabel M. Hickey. I also slept for 9 hours which is A LOT for me. In the midst of chaos I remind myself of 2 things: Life is a Gift and Love is Eternal. So now that I reflect have I been inconvenienced? Yes. Has that affected my ability to continue Life or stop Loving? No. Despite my “discomforts” today was a good day. Regardless, I still can’t wait to get home!!!
Peace, Love, Light
Comments (6)
I’m sorry to hear
. Wish I could cheer you up! But just remember that the negative energy don’t last forever!<3 you will find positivness again, I’m sure! And don’t let the bad energy get to you, the only thing it does is suck the happiness and all the reasons to smile, out of us 
. Sometimes we just have to feel a little shitty to appreciate what we have 
. I hope you will find the motivation soon again<3 big hugs, much love<3
“Life is a Gift and Love is Eternal.” As true as it gets! Every day is a good day to be alive even with the challenges life throws at you. Without them, would you be the person you are today? I think not… “Live long and prosper.” *warm smile…
I am 100% agree with the 2 comments above mine.
Stay positive and be happy.
@RestlessButterfly - @MzSilver - @Be_happy_Be_you -
I appreciate all the Love and Positive Encouragement. Clearly someone heard my “cries” because I’m able to blog again ^_^
Peace, Love, Light
Aww no problem!<33 – And thank you for the sweet comment! Much love<3
Thanks for the invite, wow you like astrology? That’s really cool!