Worked this Morning….Chilled wit *Love*.Went to see B Bowl and endud up stayin all night.Toped off at 154 but not 2 bad due to the pain my hand was in LoL.Life is still good & I don’t expect it 2 change unless I become weak again….I dought that will happen unless I let it.(Back 2 Bowling)I REALLY believe I can become good enough to bowl for an official league in the military.people think I’m jokin but I’m O-So serious.I ain’t trippen tho cause its not the 1st nore the last time I’ll have the feeling of walkin alone.No1 eva thought I could write like i do,No 1 eva thought I was as intelligent as I am & no one (but Tracey) neva appreciated nor acknowledged my Work Ethic so Its not like I havn’t walked the dirt path before.God is Good and his Mercy shall endure forever(Random but True).Goodnight World

Definitly Short but Sweet.New Highscore (191).Definitly got my technique down so I gotta start beating people heads in like I usually do LoL.I’ve had enough of bowling as far as $ goes so unless niggaz payin 4me I ain’t goin at it again till nex weekish.Spoke 2 Love & as usual all is well.Its crazy when u wit some1 u neva woulda pictured yaself wit at 1st but now that its actuall real I couldn’t see myself in any otha position.I mean REALLY I’m sure some chicks might have somethin on her here or there but as a bundle she’s all i could need and ever want.Fuck Finding and Searching for people who don’t wanna be found and trip over lilstuff.I’m wit Love now and I don’t see it changing no time soon and thats the end of that(serious face).Gotta wake up in the morning so I’ma keep it on the S&S.Goodbye Night & Hello morning~

NEW BALL and new highscore(181)!!!! Brandon let me get it thursday but I got it redrilled & sized 2 fit my hand so I’m ready 2 start conforming and inproving I named him Prince LoL. The last few days have been positive and fun. Work went well & I saw alotta people this weekend Life is good.I’m WIDE awake and without love momentarily cause she’s sleeping & gettin ready for a long day at work.Its funny the things u realize from people by jus watching and observing….I LOVE the fact that I actually feel welcomed and wanted <i>again</i>. Life is Good,Good is Great.Greatness is God & God is Love Love being good I guess LoL.Goodnight World~

Jus as I suspected another WONDERFUL day in the life….officially finished wit school.Although I turned in my work 3mins b4 deadline I’m content with atleast a C but I’m hoping for a B.I’m on the phone wit love so i’m kinda distracted but I’m content.I’m happy I had a good day sales wise cause with a good day 2morra I can contest shawn for lead salesman God is moving in many aroun me cause I notice alotta people are comin back 2me & even more comin 2 me in general & I’ve been sayin 4m jump I wan’t to be on a good note with EVERY1 b4 I leave.I’ma keep this short and sweet cause I gotta work in the morning . I got 2 spit 4 alex and his DJ 2day so that was real cool… Hopefully I’ll have a bowling ball bytime I write u back & I’ll have a new highschore of 175 Ttyl ….Ofcourse its Davy~

Another “fun filled” day of working 2 Jobs….I got a 2hour break between them 2day & I sat & pondered many “brilliant” thoughts pertaining to my future,what it could possibly consist of & who would be in it.A few people without a dought I know would be there would have 2 include(but not limited to).Immediate Fam,Ray,HEavyweight,LilBit & definitly Tracy.Its crazy cause alotta people been thru alotta of physical and emotional pain.People claim i’m strong but they fail to realize mentlly I’ve been thru 10times more than the average person.People don’t believe me when I say that I’m constantly thinking & thinking & thinking.I can’t help it because If u knew what I knew & thought what I think u would 2.Its CRAZY cause Tealeasecia really said she would wait for me….REWIND.

She said she would wait for me EVEN if I wasn’t interested in pursueing/nurturing our current relationship.Now thats DEEP.The fact that I actually know 4 a fact that I’ll have someone 2 hold me down is somewhat of a gift and a curse.Its crazy cause 4me to be so “self conscious” I really don’t worry at all about her talkin 2any1 not “worthy” of her cause my shoes would be some pretty lil but big shoes 2 fill(meaningful none the less).I’ve never felt this way before….Not carefree or “Careless” persay,I’ll settle with balanced and content for the sake of time.Today is OFFICALLY my last day of college! Will I break under pressure or rise to the occasion? Lord knows LoL but I’ll be sure & keep u tuned in 2morra.God is Soooooo Good & Powerful.Any1 can make “big things ” happen & make meaning of large things but it takes true skill & craft time & time again to masterfully create the little things that line up daily & make the big ones possible.I definitly serve the most-high & many times I find his blessing reigning upon me nowadays.I have life,I have love,I have leisure & I have likeability LoL.What more could I ask for.He gives me everything & even more wants.Hes a pretty fly guy if u ask me.I’m bout 2 rest so I can get ready 4 this big day but I’ll talk 2y later

I’ve longed to jot my thoughts down for sometime now but between work,life & a newfound love I guess I’ve found myself “busy”.All is well is the realm of the blessed and highly favored so I can’t complain at all.2 more weeks of training & i’ll be officially trained to take on the duties of an Assistant manager at Finishline My Moms seems stressed more than usual nowadays so I try to comfort her as muchas possible but overall our relationship is definitly closer and more in-depth than its been years.I’ve noticed some people have become distant & a few even seperated…. at 1st it bothered me because I wanted to leave on a goodnote with every before basic training but now I’m jus like “it is what it is”.Lifes to short for me to worry about who likes me & who doesn’t cause this time nextyear lord knows where I’ll be & all I’ll have is my good & my music.Although I COMPLETLY realize this is a choice that I decided upon & wasn’t forced upon Im still tryna enjoy any essence of “time” that I have left cause I’ll have plenty of time to listen to others.I feel good because I’ve felt a constant “balance” in my life for the past month or so.On the otha-hand I’m hurtin kinda right now cause 2 of my closest friends are both goin thru seperations that and I personally can see the affect that its taken on them.For now I jus pray & trust that god will move in there favor when its all said in done.I got HW 2 finish up but just wanted 2 hit u up cause I havn’t spoken in awhile & I’ll definitly start writing more….Really 

P.S. I defintly have a new hobby!(Bowling)

Waddup fam…LONG time no speak.THis weekend was kinda crazy.Friday I chilled wit my brotha & the rolled wit Talina to a meet-n-greet aroun chesterfield smh.Saturday I got called in Sat & ended up pulling some EXCELLANT NumbersThen me Lilbit & others went to Applebee’s. Today I waxed and washed cars & then went to The park to See what I could See….After I went to Ci’Ci’s wit Pyro to celebrate Kobe’s b-day & now I’m here chillen.Life is good and god is greater…Hope all is well & thanx 4 listening as always.Davy~

As I sit here & reminise on 2nights events I wonder…”will this world take me under”.To answer that I would say NO. I got to much goin 4me 2 let any1 or anything stop my shine.I literally sat in Talina’s arms in tears scared cause life finally knockin at my door & iwasn’t sure If i was ready 2 answer but thinking on it I am.Twin made me smile 4m the inside out  & I wasn’t sure about lilbit at1st but as of we’ve began to “renew” our friendship & get 2 kno her I feel she’s genuine or atleast with me.Miss wrote me & amused me with her lent but she’s cool none the less….I usually don’t name people but 2day was Incredible, I’d be a fool if I didn’t atleast 4 2day.I’m tired as Hell & gotta work 10-10 2morra so I’ma have 2 holla 2morra but as always thanx 4 listening and I’ll talk 2 ya 2morra.God is Good,God is Love.Davy the Great is reborn~

Hey Holmes,its the kid & i’m back like I never left.2day was none the less of interesting.I worked 10 to 3ish,Saw Talina & Marcus at the mall.They have they ups & downs, disagreements & ever there spurts of “silence” but i feel in the end they will be together atleast for a moment.I Also got 2 chill wit lilbit 2day.We be chillen on the regular now-a-days.She’s impressin me thru the fact she’s gettin 2 kno me…the genuine me & so far she’s cool wit.I realize I’ma complex dude but once u figure out how to look at me i’m really simple.Eitha way “it is what is,atleast thats what is to me”.I’m WIDE AWAKE & I i’m guessing its due to my nap I took earlier but I’ll deal with it.I gotta busy couple of days ahead so I’m jus gonna pray & make the best of it.I gotta clean this room up & get ready 4 class 2morra so I’ma have 2 cut this short  2night & the next couple of days also…. -smh-.Friday Me & Ray supposed 2 chill! Its been a minute since me & my brotha have chilled so I’m sure that’ll be fun LoL,I’m ghost~

I’m back(Like Promised).Jus got off the phone wit lil bit & contemplating if I should call Bubba.Lately wheneva we talk all we do is argue.He’s my uncle & I kno hot love 4me but he be talkin Like I ain’t grown or even more like he’s anywhere close 2me(He lives in Florida).On a better note I spoke to my mother about my choice to join the military this evening….She actually said “I support you,jus make sure you write me everyweek & call every day”….Its CRAZY.I’ve decided I’ma pray on this thing the next week or so & i’ma make my final decision after I return 4m Eagle Irie.Everybody gotta live somehow & I guess I’ma start mine thru the military….But I’m content with that & I feel it will be an excellant experience that I’ll never 4get and WILL return from.I’m in the process of networking music wise but I really need 2 see wats good with my Heavyweight Fam cause we’ve been really distant lately.I’ma end this so I can rest (work 10-5) So as always thanx 4 listening & Talk 2 ya soon.Davy bka Chadwick aka That dude~