Lie 1   [lahy] Show IPA noun, verb, lied, ly⋅ing.
–noun
1. a false statement made with deliberate intent to deceive; an intentional untruth; a falsehood.
2. something intended or serving to convey a false impression; imposture: His flashy car was a lie that deceived no one.
3. an inaccurate or false statement.
4. the charge or accusation of lying: He flung the lie back at his accusers.

Truth: I’ve completed Jump School

Lie: Jump School completes me

This basic reversal of a statement shows how dynamic the English Language as well Human Nature in General can vary and contrast.Lie’s are inevitable in my opinion due to the nature of what is in context. You can’t have truth without them and even worse the only reason the truth is so rewarding is because in general people are lied to so much. One way people don’t acknowledge this fact is when pertaining to self. People do this often to ignore obvious truths about a situation… I.E. “I Hate you” or “I’m leaving you” or blah blah. Long blog short as possible, I’ve done this to myself. I’ve cared when I say I didn’t, I’ve loved when I said I couldn’t and know I will attempt to leave it although I know I shouldn’t…Truth

and the only time I can remember being more sore is while traveling for further light in Masonry. If it counts I havn’t exercised truly in 3 monthes but all is well when it comes down to it. I can’t wait till this is over so I can get home, pack and send off my boxes to Japan. America is just that…. America. A place where a few important and many unimportant people live and continue with everyday life. For me its just a pit stop, a photograph even….1000 words in a single moment but no breath to speak about it. Momentarily I get upset when i think about the “big picture” but then I remember why I joined and who it benefits most…..ME. I’ve forgotten many peoples golden rule and now it couldn’t be clearer….Can’t Help the world until you can Help Yourself. Effortless will be the theme for the next 3 years. I know what needs to be done, its up to me to ensure things remain on schedule….people are people. Just that, imperfect and unreliable. Including myself I admit. Within the last 48 hours iv’e seen some of the most heart saddening things from “America’s Finest”…..it sadden’s me that people rely on external product for internal production. Guess everyone isn’t built ford tough. I spoke to Piglet for the 1st time in a WHILE and also caught up with Mi so its good to know i’m still though off LoL. Bena’s good and Bunny is unresponsive as usual but we both know she’s a busy young woman. Catch you soon….worst case scenario I’ll be finish with this school lol

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Hypothetically speaking ofcourse…. It’ll be soft as long as I stick to the plan lol. “Save when important, then L+R+Start+Select”

To press RESET….. been contemplating to long… The writing been on the wall. Its about time to start reading

I used to think I was the one who didn’t grow since I left….and to some people maybe I havn’t. But for myself I can say that I have….I may not have the most incredible love life, I don’t have and children on the way and I can’t act like my relationships are the most stable nor are they complex or understood but everythings fits as well as it can. My friends are still that…my friends. Family is still Family and I have met some of the most incredible people in the past 2 1/2 years. I’m sure more will come but I’m thinking this is a defining moment here….some will stay and some will go but I’ve learned since Iraq some things are better left unspoken and some dreams are better left un awaken. Today will be a good day so I will conduct myself accordingly lol. More ink, More fun and More memories… What more could ask for!? O yeah….

Nothing more than confessions from an Optimistic and Born Sinner
Currently Punch Drunk of Love and Corn Liquor
Life is A gift, like a present that’s day old
Didn’t understand her until I listened to “Halo”
By Sasha Fierce, I knew things where real
when she refused to get Earrings but she say her heart was Pierced
I feel many times I’m the 1 they hate to hold
and like a bad Batch i’m just tryin to break the mold
I been a believer, My faith is sold
& it by itsself is worth more than it’s weight in Gold
I tell Momma that I love cause it is the truth
But the only place I feel that counts is the booth
or book, as long as someone can judge it
cause without opinion its seems I ain’t budgin
SHould it be like this? Most likely no
But until I get the courage to change I just Write and Flow
I write to Grow

Often I get so lost in thought I just stop thinking and feel the moment of Nothingness….It makes sense ONLY if you can relate. I’m so spread thin with social circles and people in general its like I’m an outsider EVERYWHERE and it hurts when I think about it to much…My mom understands where I be coming from but she can’t relate cause I’m the “social butterfly” of the fam. Its cool though, i’m sure sooner later the transition will turn into something more permanent and controllable. I leave in 12 days and it bothers me cause I will be leaving alot of good people and fond memories. This weekend I’ma just play it safe and chill Enjoy those who enjoy me and let the time do the talking and my mind do the walking…I’m scared to go home honestly. In some ways i’m glad its only 7 days but in other ways I know deep down its not enough time….30 days is DEFINITILY to much but I could go for a lil more…I’ma wait until I touchdown for the next tat but if I go with the dream I had lasnight it’s gonna be extreme and rememerable as ever . Bank accounts switched, Beef squashed and Truth set flat on the table….These are the things that only happen when saying Good Bye

In love…
Can’t fight it, can’t hide it.
I hear her voice in the wind
she’s in my dreams as well as my nightmares
I smile at the mention of her voice….if only I could actually tell her

Today 365 Days ago approximately this time I met the Truest Form of Love in My life…. Although A million miles away My Heart stands beside her Always.

“And If I die, before I wake…I Pray the Lord my Soul to take. But Please don’t cry, Just know that I have made these Songs for you…
And If I die, before I wake…I Pray the Lord my Soul to take. Cause I’m Ready for the Funeral.”